Lazy day today, can't be arsed too write much.
Halfway through the week and still not created any major disasters at work. This is good! Getting a bit more chummy with certain people so I feel quite a bit happier in myself. It's not been the best few months, 2012 seemed like a crock of shit at the beginning of the year and I was already wishing the year away. But now things are starting to fall into place. Still missing my ex but there's no evidence of our problems going away any time soon, so I need to move on. He calls or texts every now and again and it's nice to hear his voice, but at the same time it's hard for me because I know he wants us to get back together. Unfortunately I just think he is a person who will never be happy with himself, and that doesn't make for a happy relationship all round.
Anyway, I'll not bring the mood down too much here!
A mate texted today to suggest a night out in celebration of my first pay check at the end of the month. A very very good idea indeed. Takeaway, followed by getting dolled up for the first time in what feels like a fricking lifetime, followed by drinks...cocktails no doubt...at our local winebar. I never used to really enjoy going out drinking but I think after 3 months of not having the money to socialise I'll be headbanging the goddamn night away....! Good times.
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